i am who i am

i am messiah.
just as you are.
i have identified the Savior in myself.
I have recognized God in myself.
just as in you all.
call this phenomenon lie, title me insane, moral or evil, does not matter.
the point is that i recognized you in myself.
we the existing souls of this moment of time in the general global year 2020, we are all the messiah here and now. we have arrived and we live.

we all can see the series of disasters. everyone could name minimum 10 from the past some month for sure but i help to remember: continent sized wildfires, hurricanes, volcano eruptions, locust wave, climate change, mental/existential/social crisis, war, migration, environmental/ecological disaster, covid 19 pandemic, earthquake, economic collapse. 12. signs are all pointing to a fatal dilemma: peaceful and wise change by following the path of God to enjoy the paradise of Earth or painful purgatory by following the path of false values, greedy selfish material harmful motivations.

i recognized messiah in myself with the inspiration from God.

first i had to understand that i am nothing else but i am a soul.

a soul that is now living on planet Earth, in direct connection with physical nature, constant possible interactions with other living souls and constant potential transcendent connection with God.

God is everywhere, in past, present and future. by this connection with God we all can connect to everything in space-time dimension, because our soul (psychology defines it ID)controls the mind, emotions, ambitions, motivations. Our soul is a semi individual semi collective entity or divine agent in a physical body at/in this time-space dimension. because it is the only part in living things that comes directly from God. a present, a gift, an opportunity for existence. a soul is a part of God and it is undead. however our mind and body can totally be destroyed. our soul can save the memories of our mind if it has the ability to exist with or without a physical body but as a semi individual divine essence and the ability to remember the experiences of the mind that was controlled by the semi individual soul in different periodic life or continuous life. or the soul can re-essencing into God, into the only divine and entire existence that all the semi individual souls of the universe came from and goes back into.

God had spoken to us directly in the Torah. Prophets speaks to us in the Tanakh, Bible, Quran. Wise brahmans and spiritual people from ancient times speaks to us in gitas and special scriptures. Nature, the animals and plants are all sending signs, informations to us constantly.

you, we all must find and recognize the messiah in ourselves and listen to the same, unchanged message: do not harm. do not harm to living things because they all contains a divine part. and follow the original 10 commandments that ordered directly by God. not just believe in God, but follow the path of wisdom, happiness, ethics, health. not just read, but also understand Jesus Christ and follow the way he, the prophets and many wise, true, harmless human being who were able to listen and hear God more carefully, lived their pure and harmless life, in balance with nature, with themselves. that equals in connection with God. Satisfied with the given and educated or trained abilities and opportunities, and keep listening to the wonder of existence, the wonder of living nature, the universe, the hypercomplexity of forms and matters, socio-cultural evolution, mind and spirit of humanity.

the only way to instantly stop disasters, destruction, sorrow and suffering is to recognize that messiah has come, already is here in every of us, now seek and find the truth in yourselves, live a pure, honest, wise, responsible, ethical, joyful, peaceful and healthy life in symbiotic and careful balance with Natural Environment, Yourself and all other living and not harmful souls, in transcendental superharmony with God for ever. Amen.

cyclo-equation theory

cyclo-equation theory

“theory on ‘blackholes, dark matter, dark energy and the basic structure of universe’”

black holes “absorb” matter but what does this exactly mean? how does a blackhole works? 

hypothesys:

when matter (any matter: star, planet, light fotons, positiv energy*) steps into the gravitational spiralwave field of a blackhole ~homogensuper gravitational object, it (the matter) begin to disintegrate to the existentional elements of matter (from protons, neutrons, electrons to qwarks, etc... irrelevant, to the smallest parts), and this smallest ‘pseudo’/ ‘original’/‘dark’ particles of matter creates the “blackhole” phenomenon. 

this means that the energy/matter, that generated in this process, the destruction of matter into its ultimate and in the same way primer form the dark matter or rather protomatter, the particles of the blackhole object, made of the decrypted higher level particles of the universe by the force of gravity that is produced by this "beta" form of matter, the protomatter that that is immune to gravity, but at the same time produces it.

what makes the blackhole’s gravitational power stronger than any other individual existing complex entity of the universe? the fact that there is no space between these protomatter particals. this makes the blackhole a supermassive AND homogen superconsistent orb, that could be as heavy as 6mrd times the Sun or bigger. but what about the space that disappears from the inside of a traditional atomic structure?

as we know there is relatively huge inner range between an electron and a neutron or a neutron and other smaller particles etc.

when the gravitational pleats and force dissolves the matter into the smallest possible elementary particles, the protomatter, this mechanism squeezes out the balacing energy  from every captured atoms. this energy makes the blackhole

because of this energy input, black orb revolves around its own central point.   meanwhile it coils the space-time and magneto-gravitational waves around and forms itself into a shpere symmetryc minimum 4D space-time sphere-centric vortex. the squeezed submatter from the collapsing elemental particles goes back to space, as the only type of known matter that is able to goes out from the blackorb (this is the evidence of their immunity to gravity)  that situation supposed to be the hawking ray. probably this ray could be lifted to a higher intensity, but not sure when much bigger amount of submatter goes out from the central point of the orbvortex that event could be similar to a gamma ray eruption from a quasar. 

when an blackorb  collapses somehow (crushing with a quasar, crashes with other blackorb, some other cataclysm) the protomatter explodes out in great doses to the space withthe enormous energy wave of the cosmic collision so far. far enough to find a quiet place and chill there for billion years…rests in peace and total ataraxia. 

when the proto (~dark, anti) matter is crashed it is still heavy and could stay in flexible pile to form isolated massive dark clouds that supposed to be the ‘dark matter’ which is rather protomatter piles, and those clouds are unable to interact with other material forms like nebulas, stardust, etc, will be not perceptible to every other, 'normal'  types of matter over the protolevel.  

the cycloequation or matter catalization of a blackorb, is quasi the inverse of lightorb, a star, that is called fusion, so this suppose to be called diffusion or anti-fusion, because, in this case the black orb has its layers just like a star or planet. layers are “black” or undetectable for human sensors, because the matter there is in progress, it is under deconstruction, and no stabil state for a long way until it achieves the core of the black orb. the blackcore is a superconsistent, superhomogen block of protomater, quasi one aggregatedsuper particle, one enormus monolit, that is the non plus ultra of galactic forces, the melting pot and fabrics of existing matter under one label. the core spins around itself and wrinkles up the space-time (it is very spectacular when this process forms a galaxy for example) , makes the gravitation force infinite and twisted in and around the core. 

this is the destruction and regeneration of matter, from the most complex variations to the most primitive status, the proto (dark/anti/primer) matter, to build itself again into any kind of existingphysical particle (by probably gamma rays, that can force the anti/proto particles to interact and start the reconstruction of higher level/normal particles) and in the center of this infinite cosmic cycle there is the ‘blackhole’ or 'super consistenthomogen protomatter gravitational 4D orbvortex', the key of death and rebirth of force, form and matter, the most simple but mostsophisticated structure  of the cyclo-equation of destruction and construction of the universe, that produces the (previously) mystical dark matter that keeps the theories of Einstein and other astro/theoretical physycists in balance keeps them still valid and our wisdom deeper and true.

when all of the blackorbs meet, the ultimate collapse of space-time-gravity, generate the rebirth of the universe, (the great boom or bigbang etc,) when after everything turned to protomatter in the form of enormus blackorbs, the texture of space-time turns into itself, the energy has no other way to transform no alternative choice. the conflict has only one solution, the total and absolut cataclism, hyperexplosion, when positive energy (every forces of energy except gravitation) transforms itself motived by its ultimate inertia into negative energy/ antimatter, and negative matter turns into positive energy, and the proto, in this case anti or negative matter, that is still stored in the blackorbs until this final moment, turns it back to ‘normal’ matter, caused by  the positive-negative energy transformation cataclism, that indicates the re-construction progress of new-born universe and the material content an energy in it. the previous positive energy after the final galactic cataclism, or we can say ‘energy polarity interchange of the universe’ phenomenon became the new negative/anti/dark energy, with no consistent meterial status, so no blackorbs in the freshly recreated cosmos (until the collapse of the first giant stars) and the old negative energy became the new positive energy with lot of freshly escaped protomatter particles and submatter context, those together in current variations are able to form new kinds of matter (maybe with the help of gamma rays and similar power effects into a new universe for billions of human years but may only a few moments for the cosmos.

anti-energy

anti-energy homogen particle gravitational ordark energy (light)=antienergy (gravitation)

E=(-E)

mc2=(-m)c2

star<>blackorb

fusion<>diffusion

defractalization<>fractalization

+energy<>-energy

t=infinite

gravitation=wave-particle, 300000km/s

light=wave-particle, 300000km/s

direction: twin spiral force

universal metacyclus/ infinite, but from the human perspective it is irrelevent. it is possible that the earth and humanity disappear in an enormus galactic cataclism in the future, from our view, however that cataclism could have happened in the past already in cosmic time but it has no effect because it was too far and its wave just coming to this part of the galaxy, and humanity has not noticed it of course because the event will be in the future, and unpredictable. just like the great supernova phenomenon in 1987. that had not happened in ‘87 but minimum million years ago, or the crush of milkyway and andromeda. egzistence is relative.

there is 1 existing, and 1 nonexisting at the same time, and these two 1s are the same, they are each others at the same and infinite time of the fractalization of energy to matter and matter to form and form to life then antilife again. in the end of the anti energy fracyalization, there is only one anti particle, only one antiexistence, that turns into itself and regenerates the egzisting energy.

resources:

Parmenides, Herakleitos, Einstein, Hawking